Post Start 12/12/24 :
If you don’t have the energy to chew them out don't be afraid to just up and leave, come back later when you want to fight that battle, but for me, I'll wait. I would say I haven't been sleeping well but it's just the opposite, I’ve been sleeping far too much. I go to sleep uncharacteristically early and wake up after 9 hours exhausted only to fall asleep 5 hours later. I ran out of things to do a week ago so that could be a side effect. Sorry to be so down, just going through a rough spot. Anyway thanks for reading I guess.
In terms of the distribution of people I lean pretty heavily on the introspective side, however I'm not really used to talking about myself, most conversations I have with people are usually about myself adjacent, personal preferences, shared stories, things in common, topics that are easy with people due to a shared ground. But not about me, part 1 was difficult to type out and going to be even more so putting up. But I want to get better at this whole talking about myself thing, not to become a narcissist, the world has too many of those as it stands, but because writing this stuff down tends to help work through it better than laying in bed for hours ruminating on it. Just putting it out on paper, or in this case digitally stored media, really helps work through the feelings surrounding things. I'll try to do more of these but don't expect it. Because there isn't going to be that much to say.
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